Monday, October 30, 2006

Finally I am back Home!


Feels great to be home after such a long time. Come to think of it I dont think how I can ever manage if I would to study overseas. There are so many things to share along with so much pictures! The sky and sunsets in Thailand is pretty nice as compared here due to many buildings that covers the island. Thailand should be Singapore's role model in terms of being friendly and land of many smiles. Yet again just to highlight what Jason said that we go there as tourist in a foreign land service just been boosted by 200 percent or more. Being a tourist has its pros and cons. you are either trapped in bargaining down exorbitant prices and enjoy the all the warmth the country has to offer.
The end of this exercise marks the ending of my army life all is going to be over with less than 50 working days. Going back to civilian life soon I really cant wait to embrace it but a tinge of me just want to slack-relax-get-paid. I had many fond memories during my exercise mingling with the Thai soilders and learning as much of the language as I can. Its really fun! Speaking the language breaks the ice cos they just burst out laughing at your prouncation. God has been really good to me. All my prayers in regards to the weather was answered! It didnt rain during out exercise but every other day before it! God is Great!
Just yesterday my view of the neighbourhood changed 360. Managed to help write a letter for a couple in dire situation to the HDB which I will not mention here but my heart goes out to all of them. It showed me the kinder side of the government doing its part for the people as they come with burdens seeking much help. Its just one of the ways to give back to the community I guess.

Friday, October 06, 2006

I miss you very much.

Never thought I would be one of those talking about this.

I miss you very much.
I think about you time to time.
How have you been?

Things I know I can never say. Neverless get an answer.
I cherish the times we spent together, your reactions while watching those movies.
You brought out the side of me I never knew.
This is one of those nights.

Missing you.

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Get me back into the rthythm

David sat across the table and spoke about his brother and himself. Cliff was hanging onto his every word and trying to make sense of everything.. Jessie was minding her food and passing casual comments that people need to hear like "Uh.. Oh yeah? " I was totally the opposite forcing out a smile and moving along to the conversation.

Somehow I wasnt feeling the moment and enjoy it like I usually would.
I think I am.. Numb.
Had a conversation with stacia that one wouldnt ever be tired of holding conversations as long as Christ is in the picture. After discussing abt the world and exhausting each individual's interest, asking how life is treating them all that. It just stops there.. uninteresting anymore.

In short I need to really come back to Christ after drifting so far.
Think about it all the doors would be open to you when Christ is for you.
Everything will fall into place.. Prayers so extreme would be answered.
Just like David who has an all expense paid trip to watch U2 in Aust.
Sometimes we know the blessing that follows but just wouldnt walk the road
because everything is going fine for them. Its by grace.

Something to think about.