Goals I guess..

I love this blog for the fact that its so private in a way that not many people read this. Thats because some would get offended and others wouldnt understand.

Someone said to me

"You are a nice guy. Dont let the army change you."

Reflecting back it has to a certain way but its spending time with the Lord never fails to bring me back. I tried to find comfort in songs on my phone but none seemed to work. Only God can give peace nothing else.

I have set some goals for myself to get a Gold for the fitness test this year and I did. I trained hard for the past two weeks pushing the limits almost destroying my body. Lots of things crossed my mind when I ran.. People that I was running for, the encouragment from various people along the route and the cash of course! Well there were people that didnt believed in me and only two that did. Its the two that matter. I have always beem telling people that there are people in your life that just pass by you.

Like my dad said

Friends are like seasons they come and go but family... is forever.

Been a while..

Well.. much has been these couple of weeks.. learnt quite abit from it. It sounds crazy but somehow or rather I see my kids reading this and learning from my experiences. Haha..

Stiches, Comedy and People. Lets just say that they have surfaced the pass couple of weeks. Life is really short and I wish I could capture them and put it in a box so whenever I want to experience it I could always take it at one time. But we all know that its never going to happen. I believe that my parents are the best when it comes to people that I look up to and they are always so perfect in my eyes. When I have kids I want them to experience the way I did. I always thought that by adulthood most or all our issues are settled or at least the big ones but I was wrong probably coz my parents are so perfect to me. So I took another lesson from there.

I think we all get hooked on something one way or another. For me its the frequent hair cut, buying of clothes and maybe massage (am still trying to book for one more session..haha) Its an expensive way to indulge so my army pay is never enough.. Haha.. Cant wait for promotion though.

If I could improve one thing in army it would be for us to take some time off activities when we are really not in the mood to as I did two days ago. Its like you are doing the same activities but you so need a break coz you just want to give your best for it.

I miss God so much. I need to get back so badly.