a D grade?!

A essay that I did for an SMU friend and I contributed to it maybe a quater?! Haha... Okay I only had like 3 hrs to do 2 pages plus and some text are really not easy to grasp.

Abt Internet communities and their idenity. Oh well.. It was fun.

Awesome!

Wedding shoots are really fun to be apart of man! Even though I wasnt paid or anything I learned alot and I mean things tt some ppl arent so open to share. Really cool tips of the trade man! Can you believe that some ppl actually paid up to 500/hr for a photographer?! Took alot of great pics and all.. it was awesome simply fun.

Oktober Fest. Lets just say that I wont drink with James anymore except tea! Ha! Cos of my camera eqip. some ppl just ask me to go to their tables to take pics! Haha.. It was fun man.. the atmosphere and all pretty much the older crowd.

I cant wait for the church CD to be out! So much effort has been put into it man! Countless days we stayed over 12 to edit and stuff although my job was just to decide on the parts that go into the limited edition.

They are some girls tt you probably come across with really colourful night life and I will let your mind wander off.. Just know where you stand even though they have a pretty face and all.

Its over.

Its over now. No more talk is needed already.

I have said all I wanted to say. People dont change overnight. If its yr nature, it is.

No longer do I care about what u think of me. Look at yrself and see how self centered you are.

I am tired.

.....Tks for the memories even if they werent so great.....

|Things are taking a turn now...

Thats the way things are now for me or aound me.

The church's cd project is almost done just finalised the pictures tt goes in it and the credits and all. I really enjoy doing all these interviews and cracking jokes here and there.. Go grab the limited ed. of the CD cos its really good!

Somethimes I am just confused abt the different signals that I receive at my end. Like how am I suppose to respond to this and that.

I shall not talk about my studies until things are finalised.

Its good to know that I am not walking alone now.. I think all of you know who you are.. your calls and msgs are really comforting. Thanks for your concern "G".

From my heart.

It was really hard to do what I did.

Its going to be hard walking alone.

I wish you all the best in what you do.

Seeing you cry breaks my heart as tears fills my eyes typing this. I said this before and I say this again. " A girl like you should never cry and I fail to do that time over again."

I am sorry but if its meant to be we will open the door and see each other.


God help me.

Wedding Song

I know its really early to talk about something like tt but its just stuff tt comes to my mind time to time. I have been to couple of weddings and they have played stuff like Bryan Adams which is so popular but for me...

Umbrella by rihanna on the guitar cos the words pretty beautiful.

"Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other"

Fall out

One night and one more time.. Thanks for the memories.

Embracing Him again

I finally got time to pray for myself after so many years. Seriously it was so long ago that I remember my ex cell leader telling me that we should go about praying using your hand as a guide. For example, from your family to unsaved people and yourself.

Its only when we dont have what we desire that our hands clasp in prayer. I always ask myself this question " Are you ready when Jesus comes again? "

I would say that I have been truely blessed by Him even though things arent good. I never complain cos he never fails to provide in every sense.... family..friends..everything.

I want to come home now. Its in that place I know I can be myself.