I am not angry just thought....

My day has been a roller coaster literally.

Things at SMU are looking good which means more work and orders and less time to rest.

Felt really tired and skipped class for the first time. Jo* you are right its not easy to work and study!

The rained kept me from going to class too. The ppl at work are starting to preach to me about their religion and all I do is just listen but its annoying that they want you to agree and see their point. I do see your belief but I just dont believe.

Praise God for blessing me through raymond as I fixed his pc.

Praise God for the job assignement at the golf tournment.

Praise God for answering prayers for he is a God tt listens!


Here is the crunch point. Worship should never be about the hightened emotions that a chorous brings. It should never be about what your favourite songs are! It should be about what the Holy spirit wants to do. I know I feel bitter about being pushed away but I know God has a reson for doing what he did and I really want to know what it is! I am not going to drown myself with self pity. This is just my way to let out. Its myprivatewords. So keep it between your eyes and the screen.

Help me to see the bigger picture before friday. Please.

Point Blank

This point of time I badly need to pray and seek him

I know everything will fall into place from there.

Weekends are nearing can you feel it!

I dont feel as tired as I was, its like you never know until you hit the bed. Language Development module is really tough! 1. Cos I am not familar to phonetics and stuff. 2. Cos its really not easy! Have to get down and practice on my British accent and with the dictionary beside.

Try this! "Will merry mary marry him?"

If it sounds the same to you then you got a long way to go! Haha.. will upload lots of cool stuff next entry or smth! Maybe I should do a teaser for every post! Have been working at SMU btw and its really interesting to see and meet different ppl its like you see in a way how courteous youths are when you opened the door for them and they seemed like its your job! Well but if you wanna do deeds dont expect anything but just do it our of your own. Met Minmin (a pri sch friend after 7 yrs!) and its amazing tt you can still recognise each other and stuff! Met mabel too after such a long time!

I wanna change things

I know that though this may come in too late but its never too late.

I have been playing silly games in my free time and I know I should be doing smth more constructive or smth cos at the end of the day there isnt any gain or worst still time is wasted! I am glad that my monday wasnt one of those days where I stayed glued to the television and dinner just come by.

I want to read the papers like I always have

I want to work out as much as I can

I want to read the bible and know everything about it

I want time to stop when sweetheart is here! Haha..

I want to be better.

Raw fish wasnt that good cos its so little.