A first.

I never felt so vulnerable before to the point where God spoke through someone in church as I had a visitor entered my pre-school room. She said "I did my quiet time today and God wants me to tell you not to be afraid." I had been so down that I cant hear his voice.

I have fallen so short of his glory to be as christ-like as I can.
I am sorry God for not be the best you want me to be.
Pick me up just like how you pulled joseph out.
I deliver this unto you with total surrender.

Through the fire we are made strong.